I am sad and angry. Angry at myself because i am feeling sad. Why should the election in some other country which barely matters to my life bother me? Why should it surprise or bother me if a cunning and a fraud wins an election? surely its not the first time i have seen that and i am sure it won’t be the last. Then what is it?
May be its because for me it reflects a collective failure of human beings. We as people are living in constant fear and we are extremely judgmental. We are afraid that an immigrant will steal our job, take away our livelihood. We believe that, Anyone who does not look like me are ‘outsiders’. Anyone with a different sexual preference than mine are ‘freaks’. Anyone with a different belief are ‘Ignorant’. its always about Us Vs Them.
History tell us that when this fear reaches the peak, there often comes a ‘saviour’ who promises that he would protect Us from Them. The last well know saviour was called Adolf hitler and we all know what happened during his regime. But I digress, coming back to what bothers me about this whole thing. Our fear and insecurities are so big that we refuse to see whats in front of our eyes. We believe what we want to and not what we are actually seeing. We hear what we like to than what we is being said. We oversee every flaw as long as our need to be protected is met.
This means an extremely sexist and vulgar comments on women would become a locker room banter among boys and not a judge of his character or his view on women. The fact that he is a cheat and not payed his taxes is seen as his ‘brilliance’ and ‘smartness’. The illogical and absurd idea of building a wall between two countries is seen as a ‘Master stroke’ and racist comments made sounds like a ‘warning to outsiders’. This saviour just needs to play on their fear and assure that he is going to protect them. This is enough for them to overlook the fact that he is sexist, racist, bigot and a well known fraud. As long he protects me and my interests, he is a hero- this is the attitude.
This makes me angry,frustrated and sad. But what am i doing about it? Should I be more responsible and do more than rant about it on a blog page? Should I take a more accountable action? Do I have the moral right to criticise if I am not participating actively in a democracy? Is it easier to feel and talk all this in my comfort zone than being involved and fight this?
For now all I have are these questions. I hope to find my answers in these questions itself.